New post after 3 1/2 years

Well, how should I start? haha

Should I start with updating my past 3 years or should I just start with the gift (the present) ^_^?

I think I will leave the updating part to later as right now I am at work and do not have much time to think and write long. Also I AM ABSOLUTELY NOT SUPPOSED TO BLOG AT THIS TIME, but I feel s*** and want to release...

OMG after 3 and a half year and the new post is all depressing. :((

Just a few days past my 27 birthday, a few days ago I felt I reached the peak of my happiness and a few days after I felt I reached the depth of my hell. Why? I dont know how but I do know that life is always in a balance state, you can not be happy forever (which means you are crazy =_=) . When you are too happy, there are time you will head to the opposite way to balance it out T_T

I know that, I prepare for that but still it makes me scared of feeling and wanting any extreme happiness.

And... the reason for my depressing state atm? I feel that I have been fooled REAL HARD. I am such a stupid, air-head girl, did some bad things and now truly experience true KARMA...

Will continue later ^_^ (work's been dragging on...) SORRY BOSS!!!

If you have a wish ...!

If you have a wish, what would you want?

Yesterday, someone ask me that.
I think about a lot of things. I don't know what i want. I want a lot of things, like rich, beauty, success, intelligence, hot-boyfriend, etc.
But then I realised that all of that dream is of the future and somehow
so selfish. I think those wish could be achieved if you really wish for that and work for that.
I also think like wish for the world, for the person you love to be happy or wish for someone but not you. But isn't it too fake if you are really willing to wish for someone instead of you since you have so many wishes would want to gain.
Whatever,...
But if i do have a wish, genuine in the bottle, please gain me this one wish: I wish... Toi duoc song gan nhung nguoi toi yeu thuong.

Just back from Thailand

I and my cousin went to Thailand on a 5 days 4 nights short trip to Thailand from 18th -23rd Jan. It was quite a good trip with lots of fun and new experiences except for the fact that my cousin was the main cause of my resentment. Too lazy, too stubborn, too untidy and too many things that made me really angry and I never want to travel with him ever again.
Anyway, forget about him, let' s talk about the fun in Thailand.
My flight was at night time and because it was overbooked we were upgraded to the business class instead of the normal economy class. How lucky...
Once we arrived at Bangkok airport, I found it is extremely large but I still managed to be the first one to checked out and waited for the rest of the group.
We reached the hotel at nearly 2am in the morning. I was so tired but still there was a mess on organizing the room... 2:30 am, I was at my hotel room and found out that the room had a double bed... DOUBLE BED Ahhh. What the hell, huhu, I felt awkward to sleep with my cousin only a year apart in a same bed. Ah my cousin is a he...
Woke up at 7am the next day, We rushed to have breakfast then got on the bus to Pattaya - a devil city according to the tourist guy. Pattaya is a city of debauched play and sex... However, I decided not to watch the sex show although I am quite curious :p. But it is really awkward to watch it with my cousin. The show was described to be very blatant and disgusting...
Ah but I watched the Tiffany show of homosexual performing. Wow, the girls (who are actually guys) are so beautiful and I managed to have one photo with one of them and paid 40 Bart (that's the rule).

To me, the second day was the funniest day.
Ah, while i was at Pattaya beach, I got a tattoo (of course it's a fake one) on my right hand. It said to last for 2 weeks.

The 3rd and the 4th day was sightseeing and shopping. It was ok.
During the trip, I really enjoyed the tourist guy's talk while on bus. He has a extreme sense of humor. Ya, I love him so much haha.

However, wherever I go, home is still the best...to me.

Fantasy...

Fruits...

Each person can be represented as one type of fruit. Which one do you like best?
I like grape, banana and papaya.
Do you know the type of fruit you like may tell something about you. Are you interested???
...
Well, I hope I will post the 'fruit article' when my semeter ends next week. I am really tired and busy lately and pretty depressed too.
Ah, you will ask me why i am always in that state. Haha, I also would want to know. Or rather I knew but I don't want to say.

Ah, the photos up there are my photography's final assignment. What do you think? The concept is so simple, and I realised (during the presentation in class) that my concept is similar to one guy in our class. Crap, but no time to change, just go for it ^_^

There was no post throughout October. Hic I was too busy and in depressed state (couldn't help) although my birthday is on 22nd Oct. Should have post some... Feel regret.
Anyway, happy 23 years of single. Yay, kinda proud of myself :p

So long...

It has been so long that I didn't post any... pretty busy with work and assignment (although I thought I didn't do much, i think I actually sleep more than work).

4 subjects and 2 jobs, I always think I can somehow manage them all because this semester, the projects seem abit more relaxing but now I really do think that I can not handle them all. I didnt think that I was too tired but the fact that I always felt sleepy proving that I overworked (is it true?)

Talking to my mum yesterday, I realized that by talking to her everyday keep myself from stress and depressing with the Australian lifestyle. The people here always go to work then go home quickly have dinner and go to bed. What a boring lifestyle. Yeah it is true that Vietnamese people dont have much work and always have a lot of time hanging around and chatting, but that way would keep people close to each other and therefore I think, Vietnamese people are rich in family love compared to other Western nations.

Ah, I finally finished the project for Onion Boy, feeling so light as if I got rid of a few kilos from my body (aha too exaggerate, however, I can say that this was a good experience to experience a bad work experience... :p)

Currently working at Digital Eskimo, cant say it is gonna be a great experience yet. HA! I finally understand why people prefer to study than work. .However, I can't really say much about my work experience at D.E because of Confidential issue. Anyway, the only thing I can say and do is "Try my best".

Don't feel very happy lately because of something unpleasant happened, but it couldn't be help, we are imperfect human and we bound to make mistakes, the hardest thing to do is to forgive and forget. I can only do half, the rest would depend on time...

Also, there is no good photos or images to post, i may dig my old image stocks to see if there are anything good... ^_^

Hate myself for being overly sensitive

Sensitivity is sometimes good because it shows that you are not a cold-hearted or thick skin person, but for most of the time, it will tire you out since you are so sensitive to people's emotion surrounding you.

IT IS REALLY TIRING...

Recently, I started to realise a lot of things that to be honest I would like not to know about. But what can be done about it? We are all human anyway, and we supposed to make mistake sometimes. YEAH SOMETIMES, pls.

IGNORE... is the only thing i think I can do.

I am said that I always over think thing that it's really not good for me. It's true...
I always think that I am a very lucky girl that can have everything I want one way or another (except for lotteries). But there is one thing that I am confused with: Will I be able to find an ****** ******?
>>>I will sleep 3 days 3 nights this coming break... hahaha so damn tired.