Wondering...?

The image that I found really interesting and would like to record. It gives the feeling of surreal and mystery to me I wonder? I love their colours and If you notice there is only one bottle has a cork and the other two don't have.
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I worked on the image while listening to my favourite love song, I was wondering if the images representing my chaotic feeling at the moment which I am kind of know what it is but somehow can not fully understand what I am thinking...

What is the purpose for having a blog since it seems like I can not fully express myself, my deepest thought and emotion.

WHY?

Is it because I am afraid to be judged and misunderstood...
Or is it because I am afraid of what I blogged will offend someone... probably...

At the beginning, I thought of having a blog purely because I want to record the important moments without showing anything too personal. But damn, I am too personal here (just this time)
Anyway, still a few days to go until my bad month ends and these stupid feeling will go away and leave space for more optimistic feeling haha. And what I just wrote may not be true since I said I can not and can not write exactly what I thought of like someone. I am sorry if I am a liar but my friends, I am always myself when I am with you...