New post after 3 1/2 years

Well, how should I start? haha

Should I start with updating my past 3 years or should I just start with the gift (the present) ^_^?

I think I will leave the updating part to later as right now I am at work and do not have much time to think and write long. Also I AM ABSOLUTELY NOT SUPPOSED TO BLOG AT THIS TIME, but I feel s*** and want to release...

OMG after 3 and a half year and the new post is all depressing. :((

Just a few days past my 27 birthday, a few days ago I felt I reached the peak of my happiness and a few days after I felt I reached the depth of my hell. Why? I dont know how but I do know that life is always in a balance state, you can not be happy forever (which means you are crazy =_=) . When you are too happy, there are time you will head to the opposite way to balance it out T_T

I know that, I prepare for that but still it makes me scared of feeling and wanting any extreme happiness.

And... the reason for my depressing state atm? I feel that I have been fooled REAL HARD. I am such a stupid, air-head girl, did some bad things and now truly experience true KARMA...

Will continue later ^_^ (work's been dragging on...) SORRY BOSS!!!